Sacred Meaning Of Self-Mutilation

by Dysthymia

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I was born into the world of self-hatred
Nothing to achieve, nothing to seek for...
I used to think that i am the martyr
Inbefore i do the horrible things
I am the sadist, my life is barter

My existence is a plan diminished to be...
To make anew an old ones torture
Everyone i've met shoudld go through
The stuff i've suffered, a scorcher

Whenever i feel, like i exist, my life is a suffering
Im placing myself for endless self-mutilation

Leper soul, twisted mind, enduring own mutation
I've turned my soul into excruciating abomination

If y'll ask me what have i done, dont be afraid
I've eaten some flesh, i've tortured my soul
If you follow the things i truly adore, death and putrefaction
There is a hatred in my veins that boils...

All my victims, all that souls that were sewed on me
Misunderstanding is a part of being a monster
All my sins, all that bodies rotted and forgotten
My inner demons, my ways, murder is a tool in my holster

In the end, of the darkest gory night, i swear
All the boiling blood and gory meat reeks so strong
I wish that i will survive the deathbed just to continue
I am guilty but, well, forever is a long! (...)

time. (ha ha ha)

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released November 25, 2021

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Dysthymia Moscow, Russia

Kirill - Guitar/vox/noises
Daniil - Drums/noises

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